I know

I know what it is to love you
And not be able to tell
And see my wishes being blown away
My life turning into a hell.


I know what it is to love you
And never have the courage to speak
Only keep on thinking of you
With your dreams at their peak


I know what it is to love you
And never have enough faith
In myself, to confess my feelings
In case my heart you break.


I know what it is to love you
And keep feeling your absence
Knowing that you have never yet
Even felt my presence.


I know what it is to love you
And wonder whether ever
You would become mine
Or, may be, never.


I know what it is to love
And not be able to see
You enjoying with so many others
While I am in melancholy.


I know what it is to love you
And still not be able to tell
Even after so many bitter memories
My life yet continuing as a hell.
                                                                                                 A Kid's attempt.(written in class 9th.)

Pondering

After having read and heard a lot about blogs and blogging, i finally have decided i should also have a blog of my own.Although the decision has probably been more the result of a trend going on and partly necessitated by my inability to comment on a friend's blog, i still think i haven't lost my own powers of reasoning and rationale thinking but then i must admit this train of thoughts was borne out of my own doubts over my writing skills.
But i should still thank my friends ,who i'll not name but they'll know exactly who they are when they read this,due to whom i ultimately decided to blog myself as well.
And may be now own this attempt will help me voice aloud a lot of my thoughts and post those endless debates which i have with my self everyday over so many issues.
And i think in this e-world even complete strangers may help us see things in their proper light beause i firmly believe that sometimes the presence of a person is all that is needed yet very few people understand this,and here the presence may be in the form of words even from an unknown source.